Time to get busy and make things happen!!!

Okay am I that old now that I can't think of any fun, cool places that I would want to go to and hang out at for New Years Eve. OMG I feel boring I have a free pass to go do what ever I want to with the wife and all I can think about is not wanting to drive home afterwards. I want to stay home but none of my friends want to come over. So what the fuck do I go out be bored with people I don't want to be around or do I stay home and watch Dick Clark on TV again. WTF!!!

With the holidays coming it is more important then ever to push myself to get the results I want. I am still 20 to 30 pounds away from my goal weight and I am getting tired. Oh I am getting tired. I just wish someone would hire my ass so I can stop this training.

Zigar's in Ontario, CA is having a event on the 24th at 5:00 PM I would love to see anyone who in a cigar lover that lives in the I.E. there. Near Ontario Mills off of 4th Street.

Peace!!!!!

Monday's interview with LA Sheriffs went well. I still have some work to do but it was a positive meeting. The reality is I will not get to the weight requirements they want. I am too old and can't see my being 200 lbs again. But I will try, I have lost over 100 so why the fuck not try. As for my interview with LA Probation Department that I think went well also. I am expecting a call back from them for a position. If that is the case then that changes everything. That is what I wanted to do in… Continue

Looks like I still have work to be done still. This I knew but I didn't know how much more I needed to do still. I will keep doing what I am doing till I reach that goal. I have to or else I will be all alone.