# 41

Another year is passing but this year is much different then ones in the past. I am way healthier, way stronger and way more confident in myself if that was possible. I feel I can handle the challenge ahead of me and I feel I can do the job once given the call to do it. I just need to do everything on my end to ensure that I can or else it will have been a waste of time and that is something I don't want to happen. I am almost 100 pounds lighter then I was a year ago. my cloths are so big on me and women are looking at me again, they always did before even with the weight but OMG now it is crazy. LOL I need to stay focused and make sure this 41st year is everything that I want it to be. God please watch over me and my family. AB